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i had such a bad day…i mean work day.
why the f%$# i should do this????
whys that???

i even dont wanna say wht happened to me.
that making me sick and decided to forget bout it.
get away get away!
wasting time thinkin bout past i know.
f#$% off!
just my mind dammit!!

wanna think bout good stuff.

chat with nakashan.

the oc with my favorite snack.

see next days already comin!

finished wooork

i just backed home from work right now.
normaly me and nakashan finish more early so we can catch the last tram.
but there were many costmers even the restraunt closed an hour ago.
so our co worker takafumicchi took us home.
and we could eat dinner at our work.
it was kinda fun tho actually.
nakashan gotta abused a lot tonight.hahahah
it was soo much fun tho really.
we made a new nickname for my sisters bf.
it came from nakashans joke and i loved it.heheh

it was fun that in the car with nakashan and takafumicchi.

uhahhhhh im soooo damn happy that i dont have work tomorrooow.
i think im going out………

i have to do damn hw.awww

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today i had such a relaxing day・・・
i felt like i wanted to go out and some friends asked me but…
i was just too lazy to get dress and make up on.hahah

i havent had a relaxing day for a looong time i guess.
i even felt weird though…
anyway i watched the oc and you know that made me wanna go out and speakin english…
but i was still lazy to get ready again.

i want time.

i want time than money.

even if i have money i dont have time to spend then it would be nothing right?

uhah so hard to type with my broken nails sucks!!!!!!!!

going to bed…nite!

finished!!!

i just finished work and im in the tram right noooow.
not so many ppl tonight:)
and actualy there were still couple customers but my co worker said i can go home!!!
that was soooo sweet=P
well thats because i told him that i had a plan tonight last weekend.
actually it was already put on the other day but u know exciting plan with nakashan tonight:D!!!yay yay

christmas eve-

hiiii hows everyone doing??
how was your christmas eve?
mine was good i should say.

i didnt have work last night well i asked so.
and i went to rock bar that i really wanted to go with my friend.

they had sooo many cds i mean it!!!
tons of cds and if we ask some music they play them for us which is sooo cool.
then i had some drinks and foods.
strawberry cheese cake milk and fish and chips were damn good!!
i loooove it.
we talked about states again.
soo fun talking bout american and english stuff.
i wanna go to states………………

anyway these days im thinkin bout going abroad again well ive been thinking bout quite long time but seriously these monthes.

we talked bout that kinda stuff and backed kengun.
we went to different bar and it was first time to go as well.
also drinks were good and atomosphier was very good like relaxing at home.
they had a little cute roft and thats why.

their cheese was so good tho.
aaand i went home.

after a while my sister backed home with smiling. she just gotta christmas present from her boy friend.
she tried to talk about it but i was kinda in bad mood i know why and thats so stupid like i dont even wanna say here then i acted so bad to her.
sorrrryyy:(

okay i gotta go to horrible work………

but seeing with nakashan tonite cheer me up!!

and maybe my sister would come to work with her bf who is my co worker...

well c ya!

Last day of shool

Tomorrow is the last day of school... christmas break is coming...
I am happy about that but i have some problems tho....uhhhhu i dont like it.
i dont wanna work dont wannna dont wanna!!!!

i have to do a lot of my homework, and i thought i can do them relaxing because i dont work so much a week durling the break but now what.
I have to think about many stuff and i dont like thinking and being worry so much.
It s my bad habit but i think too much. im worry about stupid stuff too much specially about people.
its good if they are good friends of mine, but i often cares about people is not so friends of mine.
i knoooow its stupid but whys that?
uhhhhh

Tea with Grumpyhood: Book review

I read a book named “Tea with Grumpyboots”.
The main character was Sam, little girl.
She likes Ms Green and she often goes her house and has tea and cake together.
One day she went to Ms Green‘s house again, but that time, Ms Green said that her husband was up in the living room so they can have tea together!
She knew that Ms Green has a husband but she didn’t want to see him. That’s because everyone said about Mr. ardy, grumpy and never listened.
That made her think that Mr. Hardy was scary.
When she finally saw Mr. Hardy, she tried to be nice, so she said hello to him with smile. But he ignored her. She was so unhappy about that.
But that time Ms Green came and told her, she talked him with really big voice, because he can’t listen a lot.
And she finally found out that’s why he never liened and looked so grumpy.
After that she talked with him abut his pet and his childhood.
He was so nice and she learned a lot from him.
And the most, she learned that she can’t deside what people’s like even she didn’t see that person.

GUSTOOOO

hey hows are u guys doooing??
i just came back home from work...and gusto with nakashan.
today i was just ....totally in a bad bad baaaad mood at work...awww

i just got frustrated sooo bad to my co worker and my work!
we really need more people there because it hasnt worked well because of too small people.
i dont wanna work more than 3 days a week, well i cant.
i go to english school 3 or 4 days a week, and you guys doooo know we have such a maaaaany homeworks!!!!
if i go to work more than 3 days, i just cant do my homework at all!!!!!!
uhhhhhhh that stuff start making me so mad again....grrrrrrrr

but now u see?
looks like i have to work more than 3 days, and if i dont, they think like heeeey u selfish!
you know?
guuuh you know they work like 5 days a week and that make me feel bad right?
but of course i dont wanna work!
this week, i wont have school and english school, but see?
IT IS MY CHRISTMAS BREAK STUPID WORK N PPL!!!!!!!GRRRRRRR
could i have a break even a week???????????????
goooooood dammit!!!!!!!!!

I DO HAVE MANY MANY HOMEWORK FOR CHRISTMAS BREAK AND CAN I EVEN DO THAT?????
ISNT IT BREAK FOR MYSELF AND DOING MY HOMEWORK???
DO I HAVE TO DO MY HOMEWORK AND WORK AND NOW I CANT GO OUT?????

Uhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate it!!!!
soooooooooooooooo frickin retarded!!!!!!!




...................i acted like sooo bad person at work today.
i ignore my co workers a bit.

if there wasnt nakashan, i was totally pissed off.
well they pissed me off now again.

sorry complain a lot tonight.



dinner at gusto made me feel much better, thnx nakashan as always!

guess which country am i talkin bout....

follow the questions,

1. Three famous foods are curry, nasi goreng(it's a fried rice and some pork with chili sauce) and coffee.
2. The capital city is Jakarta, and the entire population is about two hundred million.
3. The area is about 190 square kilometers.
4. Some famous exports are oil, gas, and electric machines.
5. It's popular to play volley ball there.

Birthday....:D

Hey-lloooooow:D!!!
I don't know what I gonna talk about today again and again!!!=P
well so I gonna talk about w-inds. again!!=P
Do you know what day was the this week???
This week is such a w-inds. week!!!!
First, 16 was Keita's birthday!
Keita is singing guy in the w-inds. and that's the I loooooove sooooooo much for about 8 years!!!=P
And 17 was Ryuichi's birthday!
Oh they both are 23 now!!!
Anyway one more w-inds. stuff!
That is wednesday, they released concert DVD that I of course went to:D
It is called Seventh Avenue. It was this summer's w-inds. live tour.
It has three DVDs!!!
The total is about 5 hours!!wooooooow
But I enjoyed a LOT!!
Well I haven't finished watching yet but I will soooooon...;D

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………

i hate it when a guy doesnt get the door even tho i told him yesterday and the day before
i hate it when a guy doesn get the tab and i have to pull my money out and that looks baaaad

from avril lavigne

exactly my feeling.
and more
i hate it when a guy being so selfish
yes i do.

looks like a i was being too kind.
now i cant stand it whts going on.
sorry but im too busy for that!
i use my time for myself…and GOOD friends.

god im done!!

Essay about Indonesia

I want to tell you about Indonesia. (here is the link to indonesian homepage)

When I went to the United State, I made a really great friend from Indonesia.
She was an exchange students as well.
She is Muslim, and taught me a lot of things about her religion, and Indonesia.

The area of Indonesia is about 190 square kilometers.
The entire population is about two hundred million.
Jakarta is the capital of Indonesia.
They speak Indonesian.

The OC

Have you guys ever watched the American drama called "The OC"?
I think that some of you have heard of it, because it's really popular show.

I loooooove the OC.
It's about four high school students' love, friendship, family, and many other stuff!
Just like us!
But they always have something trouble not like trouble we normaly have, biiiig trouble!
I really like watching that in English.
They are kind of same age as us, so I can learn a lot of English!
And it's so much fun!

The latest one in japan, we still got season3, episode 9.
And I went to Geo to lent the OC with my sister late at night.
When the OC's DVDs start lending, we rush to the lental shop=P
We Loooooove the OC!!!!!!!!!!

And here's our rule!
Don't watch it alone, we have to watch it together, and maybe one DVD for one night!
And the last one is the most important, grab the goooooood food...well or snacks! with soda!
Yah we ARE getting fat but don't worry about it while watching the OC!

It's awesome, eating favorite foods, drinking soda, and watching favorite DVDs!!!

When I have a bad day, they cheer me up always.

=(

uh dont wanna go to work tho……
im sick and have a bad headach
need to go to see a doctor again to get the medisons
……instead of the work!!!
GOD dammit!!

i need more tiiime!!!

Book Review: Clever Rabbit and the Lion

I read a book called "CleverRabbit and the Lion".
Mr.Lavinbrought some books in the class, and that is one of them.
This is a story about the clever rabbit beat the lion up.
There was a big lion and he was so mean.
He was trying to eat all smaal animals.
But the clever rabbit had a idea.
She told him that there was more storong and big lion, then she took him to the river.
The lion looked down to water and saw himself, but didn't notice that.
He jumped into the water and was swept away.

The rabbit was so cute, well the story is cute.
I like it.
It was fun that how lion was stupid.

20's celemonyyy

Uhh I have a stomachach......
Last night was really really bad.
I had a really bad stomachach and headach then I couldn't get up from my bed though.
I was gonna go ask Nakashan to hang out for a bit, but I couldn't.....I hate it!X(
hope my stomach will be better better betterrrrrr.
i have picture taken for coming of age celemony this suday, so I am afraid if i have bad stomachach or headach though.awwwww
I have been working for that for looooong time, then it make me use maaaaaany energy!
I have many things that want to do for my hair so it takes me times...
I was gonna buy a little hat but I have tiara that my host mom gave me so I wanna do that as weeeeell.

I wanna be perfect for that!
and I don't wanna be normal fashion as other people does.
Naaaaaah, I just want to do more fanky,yes:D!

But the problem is that my mom, dad, and granmas think that is just wrong.
They want me to do more japanese style and not so fanky.
dye my hair black....stuff.

But I don't wanna do thaaaat, so I do what I like to do!
But im little bit afraid of going to their home.
They gonna surprise for sure.....

The Blue Eye: Book Review

I read a book called “The Blue Eye”.
The main characters were Biff and her sister.
They were helping their mom tidying up, and they found their dad’s toy box.
There were beautiful marbles so they kept them. After they backed their room, their magic key grew and they arrived at town.
They saw a woman was running away from some guys.
She threw one big blue stone from the window and ran away.
They got it and followed them.
When they finally found a woman, it was dead end.
So Biff threw all the marbles he had and get bad guys away.
A woman called an airplane and took them to the palace.
She was a princess!
And she needed that blue stone to be a princess!!
Everyone thanked Biff and his sister and they gave them great dinner.

my favorite singer group

This is my recording about Sun francisco:D
Here it is.

And this is about my favorite singer w-inds..
Listen to it.

Stayed up again:3

Uhhh I stayed up late agaaaain.

Well I went to English School last night, and came back home late.

Then I was in Kotatsu, then I fell asleep.....

I shouldn't dooooo that right???

I might get sick!!!noooooo

I hate to get sick!!!

Well I guess no one likes to....lol

But I really can't stand it though....

I feel so lonly even my family is at home.

I cry always...heheh

And during I get sick, I can't eat!!!

I just can't eat food because I don't wanna get sick more and more.

Well I should eat huh?

But I can't, always.

so When I get sick, I always lose my weight a LOT!!!

My Favorite Singer Group, w-inds.

I want to tell you about my favorite singer group called w-inds.. There are three guys in w-inds.: Ryohei, Keita, and Ryuichi. They are a J-pop singing and dancing group. I go to every concert of theirs, and that is the most exciting event for me.

The first time I saw them was about eight years ago. My sister was watching them on TV, and asked me which guy I like. When I saw them, I just fell in love with them. I love their songs, dancing but also their way of thinking.

Before I got to know about w-inds., I wasn't very interested in music. But now, I listen to their songs whenever I'm happy, sad, mad, or depressed. They always cheer me up and give me energy. I can say they changed my life. I learned a lot of important things from them. One day I want to see them face to face and talk. That is one of my dreams.

I want to tell you about my favorite singer group called w-inds..
There are three guys in w-inds.; Ryohei, Keita, and Ryuichi.

The first time I saw them on tv was about eight years ago.
My sister was watching w-inds. on one tv show, and asked me which guy do I like.
When I saw them, I just loved how they look, sing, and dance.

I go to their every concerts, and that is the most exciting thing for me.

Before I got to know w-inds., I wasn't very interested in music so much.
But now, I listen to their songs when I'm happy, sad, mad, or whenever I am.

Friday again!

This is Friday again!
Time past so quickly for me these days.
Tonight I am going to somewhere we can see stars with myn sha members.
I am sooooexcited, so do they.
Uhh but I have a stomach this morning.

I have stomachache a lot these days....
Whyyyy???
What I eat these days a lot....is.....CHOCOLATE!!!
Am I eating too much chocolate??
That's why????
I don't know....
But I know I eat too much chocolate and I always get stomachach after I eat chocolate, even I little...lol
Chocolate sick!!! waaahhhoooohhhjjkkk....LOL

Percy and the Pirates

I read a book called Percy and the Pirates.
Percy and his family lived on a firm near the sea. They spent everyday as working their field, but it was always not enough foods for them. So one day, Percy went to sea and gotta boat for fishing. He was waiting for the fish but fish never bite his rob. And he fell in asleep….and when he waked up, he was sooo surprised because his ship was going to sink! And that time, he saw one big ship, and called for help! Fortunately people in the ship helped him, but he was surprised about them, because the ship was pirate ship! The captain came and said Percy had two choices. Join the crew or he gonna throw him into the sea. Percy didn’t wanted to be a food of sharks, so he said he would join the pirate crew. Each time they found the big ship, they got a gold coins, diamonds and other many treasure. But he never shared with his crew. The crew was so mad at pirate but they couldn’t win, so they were thrown into the sea by him. Percy was the only one crew of him.
One night, the captain made Percy to go in the one ship and get something. He went into the ship but didn’t find anything but the map. He drew something on the map, and backed the pirate ship. And said to him, I found a treasure map! The captain followed the route of the treasure map. And they finally arrived at treasure spots. The pirate dug the ground but he didn’t find any treasure. And that time Percy laughed and said because I made all this up! Now the pirate couldn’t get out of the hole he made and Percy run to the pirate ship and got the treasure box.
He backed home and his family was all happy about it. After that, they never had been so hungry.

Uhhhh I wish I found a treasure box and be rich!
Yah money is not that important but sometimes, I can’t do something because I don’t have enough money make me sad though….

hmmmm weird feeeeeeling day

i went to english school after school.
actually i was going to menicon to get new contact lenses but it was closed when i got to downtown.lol
well so i went shopping with my sister.
i was looking for cuuuute pins but i couldnt find any.
but instead of that i found a cute accesary.yay

after i finished lesson at english school, i was going to bar.
i havent been there like......4 months or something??? wooowwww.......
anyway so i called the bar owner then he said,
heeeeeey i havent seen u for a looooooong time!!! wht have u been huh?
then we talked a little bit then i said
hey im thinking that im going to ur bar right now, so talk to you later okaaaay?
but he said
well......hey....uh....tonight there is one guy u probably dont wanna see right next to me....
yahhhhhh he changed his shift, sob!
he said
comoooon thats okay! i can make it work for you! pleeeeease i havent seen you for a while and we gotta taaaaalk!!!
but i didnt wanna see him.....that guy i hated so much.
i was considering.......

then one call....it didnt show any name, but i reconized that number...
hmmmm whos that?
thyen i answered...it was HIM!!!ooooooommmmmmmmgggggggg
i thought i did refuse his phone call......dammit!

.................................................
i went to bar anyway then.lmao

when i saw him, it was okay maybe...ahhhhh
it was fun tho!yes it was.....
i felt little bit weird and awkword sometimes but...yah it was cool for me.
i talked the owner about how we met for the first time.
it was so much fun.
his family came to visit the bar so i talked with them a bit about my stuff and overseas stuff.

i met him about...4 yrs ago.woooow
i couldnt talked with him at all...i was sooo shy and i couldnt talk in english at all.
he was telling them that how shy i was.
before i went to california, even he said hi to me, i was like "uh....um....hello."
but after i came back from california, i was like
"heeeeeeeey!! havent seen u for a while! whats up!"and i huged him he said.LMAO
we talked about california a lot!
about games, foods, slungs, and many many many stuff and we found it a lot of common.

okkkieees never ending talking about him so ill quit.too much memories.lol

well i met up with nakashan and we backed home togetherrrrr,yay yay yaaay!
and we went to mcdonalds and hung out a bit.
it was freeezing outside....awwwww

ahhhhh im soooo sleepy so ttyl!

My Favorite Singer

I gonna talk about my favorite singer group, w-inds.!
I have been their fan over 7 years.

Morning:3

Ohhhh It has been a week since I had a halloween party???
I am soooooooo terribly sad!!!
I loooove halloween and I wanna do it again and again!
I wanted to have more and more halloween parties though....;(

wo now, my cinderella costume is in my closet....I have no idea when I gonna wear it next time...lol

Anyway I backed to work!
It was the first time that I didn't work on Saturday since I had a job...???
It was great Saturday:D!!
Owww I have to do my honors homework....
I was way too busy thinking and preparing for halloween and I haven't done anything for honors home work...awwww
Did yoshie did...??
I have to ask her....aww I don't wanna do itttt!!!XO
It takes me forever!!!!
It's a hell home work.....uhhhHH

Halloweeeeeeeeen Paaaaaarty!!!!!!!!

Okaaaaaaay I gonna talk about Halloween party last Saturday!!!!!!
Hmmmm lemme say with one word……AWESOME!!!!!
Yah that’s it! It was an awesome party though!!!!XDXD

Nakashan and I met up around 3-ish at my home.
He did a GREAT job on my hair, man, you cannot imagine how great job he did!!!!!
I loved it, yah I just loooooved it sooooo much!!!!
That made me sooooo excited!!
Then he did his hair as well and we tried our dress on then looked just like “PERFECT”!!!
We took some pictures, played around, talked about little stuff, then we had to go!
Well we were kinda late, but everyone was late, and u wanna be late for the parties right?=P
Oh we went downtown with all dressed up.LOL
Of course we got on the tram as well.
And I met one ALT from high school.
Anyway, yah eeeeeveryone was looking at us, surprising.
Man I felt sooooooooo gooooood.lmao

We met Misato, she was a Kunoichi, then arrived at Halloween party!
There were soooooooo many ppl out there!
More ppl than last Halloween party I guess.
It was soooooo hot inside, so I forgot about how cold outside was.
Everyone loved our costume, Cinderella and Prince Charming!!!!
Of course, how long we worked on those huh Nakashan????=P



It was like a “picture party”.
Everyone took so many pictures, talking, laughing.
We had a small snacks, but they were sooooooo gooooood, tasty!yam yam


Oh we found the ALT we saw in the tram at party!
I didn’t know did anyone was his friend!
Then we talked many people there.
Japanese, and of course ppl from different countries.
And I realized again and again, I looooove party, well more like talking with new ppl specially with ppl in English!
It is just sooooo much fun to me!



Everyone asked us to take pictures with!!
Hahahah felt sooooo greeeeeeat!
After we took many pictures with many ppl, we went to seven eleven with Misato as Kunoichi, Betty as jasmine, Kelly as Pocahantes, yah All WALT DISNEY!!!!hahaha
Eeeeeveryone looked at us, surprising, even seven elevens stuff.lol
It was sooooooooo much fuuuuuun!!!
Loooooove crazy stuff!!!!

We gotta some food to fill in, and backed to party.
Honestly I wanted to walk around downtown more though, I guess everyone did….
We played a game, and guess whhhhhhhat?!?!?!

I GOT A NO.1 HALLOWEEN COSTUME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yyyyyeeeeeaaaaahhhhhhh
I was sooooooooooo happy like u cant imagine!!!!
Sooooo excited!!!!!!!
I gotta Decorares chocolates and they were sooooo goooooood.

If I could say one little things, I wanted to get that prize as a couple with prince charming though…. thats okaaaaay.
Oh well everyone said, its awesome u and ur prince, you guys looks great couple!
We left the party about 12 ish?
Well I was supported to back home by 12, coz u know I was Cinderella.lol
But we went to tsutaya to take some print clubs!

Then I tried to ask my sister to pick us home, but she was drinking!
So we went home on foot!!!!!!!
From downtown to Kengun!!!!!!!!
Took couple of hours…ugh we were sooooo tired.hahahah
Oh we had cool pics!
There were lighten trees in front of turuya, so we took some pics in front of that!
Looks cool huh?

Uhhhh I was very sad that Halloween was finished.
I wanted to be Cinderella more and more!!
I wish Halloween stays one week or something, so I can wear it during a whole week!!!
I was very satisfied but sad that I had to back to normal though.

It was an awesome Halloween party ever!!!
Thanks Nakashan alots!
Im really really appreciated about it, that having great Halloween party with ya.

Next, Christmas huuuuuh????LMAO

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movie review

I will talk about one of my favorite movies called “BENNY & JOON”. It’s a Romantic-comedy. It was released on 16 April in 1993. The director is Jeremiah S. Chechik. The cast includes Johnny Depp who plays the role of Sam, Mary Stuart Masterson as Joon, Aidan Quinn as Benny, and Julianne Moore as Ruthie. This movie is about a woman who is mentally ill finds her love in an eccentric man.

Joon and her brother, Benny lived in a small town. Joon had a mentally illness, so after they lost their parents, Benny who worked for an auto mechanic took care of her very hard. However he was really hesitant about whether or not to leave her in a facility. The doctor and his friends advised him to do that, because he always put Joon first. He never went out because of his sister.

Benny and Joon were in his friend’s house as always, and when he left the house for a bit, she was playing poker with his friends. Because she lost, she had to take care of her friend’s cousin, Sam. He is quiet, eccentric, and didn’t know how to read or write. However Sam was growing on Joon.

One day, Benny, Joon and Sam went on a picnic, but Benny was feeling down. He blew his first date with Ruthie, so Sam started to mime to cheer him up. His pantomime was incredible, and a crowd of people had gathered around him. Benny was amazed with Sam’s pantomime, and secretly made an appointment for an audition. However Joon didn’t like that idea and they started to argue. Then while arguing, Benny found out they were in a relationship. He got mad and kicked Sam out. That night, Sam and Joon tried to run away, but she had a panic attack on the bus. She went straight to the mental hospital.

She kept refusing to see Benny, and finally realized that what she needed was Sam. Benny and Sam sneaked into the hospital, and tried to take her home. After they had talked, Joon decided to live together with Sam. And so, Benny rekindled his love with Ruthie who is their caretaker now.

I love this movie because the love is really pure, and every little thing they do is really funny. For example, Joon always makes special drinks with the blender in the morning. The special drink has milk, peanut butter, and some cereal. Sam toasts bread with the iron on the ironing board. He also prepares crab in the dishwasher. He always creates great music with many things, and every time more and more funny.

My favorite scene is in the diner when Sam was playing with the rolls, and juggling the plates. Then he plays two roles by himself with Ruthie. My other favorite scene is at the hospital when he first starts swinging across the window to see Joon, and falls. They are really funny and I laughed out loud every time. The scene where Sam said, “I love you” to Joon is the sweetest thing ever. I love that scene. When I watched it for the first time, I was moved. I watched this movie over and over. I recommend it to you.


You can watch “BENNY & JOON” here GyaO for free now:D!

movie review

I will talk about one of my favorite movies called “BENNY & JOON”. It’s a Romantic-comedy. It was released on 16 April in 1993. The director is Jeremiah S. Chechik. The cast includes Johnny Depp who plays the role of Sam, Mary Stuart Masterson as Joon, Aidan Quinn as Benny, and Julianne Moore as Ruthie. This movie is about a woman who is mentally ill finds her love in an eccentric man.

Joon and her brother, Benny lived in a small town. Joon had a mentally illness, so after they lost their parents, Benny who worked for an auto mechanic took care of her very hard. However he was really hesitant about whether or not to leave her in a facility. The doctor and his friends advised him to do that, because he always put Joon first. He never went out because of his sister.

Benny and Joon were in his friend’s house as always, and when he left the house for a bit, she was playing poker with his friends. Because she lost, she had to take care of her friend’s cousin, Sam. He is quiet, eccentric, and didn’t know how to read or write. However Sam was growing on Joon.

One day, Benny, Joon and Sam went on a picnic, but Benny was feeling down. He blew his first date with Ruthie, so Sam started to mime to cheer him up. His pantomime was incredible, and a crowd of people had gathered around him. Benny was amazed with Sam’s pantomime, and secretly made an appointment for an audition. However Joon didn’t like that idea and they started to argue. Then while arguing, Benny found out they were in a relationship. He got mad and kicked Sam out. That night, Sam and Joon tried to run away, but she had a panic attack on the bus. She went straight to the mental hospital.

She kept refusing to see Benny, and finally realized that what she needed was Sam. Benny and Sam sneaked into the hospital, and tried to take her home. After they had talked, Joon decided to live together with Sam. And so, Benny rekindled his love with Ruthie who is their caretaker now.

I love this movie because the love is really pure, and every little thing they do is really funny. For example, Joon always makes special drinks with the blender in the morning. The special drink has milk, peanut butter, and some cereal. Sam toasts bread with the iron on the ironing board. He also prepares crab in the dishwasher. He always creates great music with many things, and every time more and more funny.

My favorite scene is in the diner when Sam was playing with the rolls, and juggling the plates. Then he plays two roles by himself with Ruthie. My other favorite scene is at the hospital when he first starts swinging across the window to see Joon, and falls. They are really funny and I laughed out loud every time. The scene where Sam said, “I love you” to Joon is the sweetest thing ever. I love that scene. When I watched it for the first time, I was moved. I watched this movie over and over. I recommend it to you.


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grrrr

uhhh i had a little argument with my mom.
i just dont like when she looks down me talking bout my school stuff like homework.
i go to school to study i know what i am doing and i dont do what i think thats wrong.
im nineteen i CAN think that i do.
grrrrr

i hate when i wait for the last minute to do my hw.
did it again.
i suck!

i finally finished my homewoooork…………
its already 6ish in the morning…
oh man did it again.

today i had terribly bad stomacach like i couldnt get out of my bed…

ahh i have tons tons of homework left this week…again!
i do not wanna go to school and work tommorow…
i do not want to do my homework…

AND
i do not want to think or better say CARE about what ppl are thinking about.

i think deeply so much.
bad habit i know.
i never know wht ppl are thinking about.
so why have to think and try to find out their thinking n feeling?

i get hurt easily by tiny stuff.
little words you said hurt my feeling n think me many things.
wasting of time i know.
but i cant help myself.

ahh sucks how much i can sleep now?

Last school for this week!

after school, i went to lowson with ayaka, and yoshie.
i gotta milk tea.
we met sayaka and marina.
we were talking about our halloween karaoke party!
god i cant wait for thaaaaaaaaaaaaat!!!!!!!!!!
and god love them!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL

they just make me happy always:D

well after schoooooool,
i went to menicon to make contact lens for the first time!!!!!!!
i tried a free trial, two weeks.
i was sooooo scared to put on contact lens but they are awesome!
i can see maaaaaaaaaaany thing even in far away!!!!yay yay
i was sooo happy about it.

the stuff were soooo kind and they explained detals to me really gently.
thanks nakashaaaaaan:D!!!

after that i went to english school.
talked with mu friend about her love stuff again~
ummmmm so jelous!haha

oh i talked with my friend on the phone.
i haven seen her for little while, so i was sooooo happy to talk with her:D
she moved her house so my other friends and i are going to visit her house!
its gonna be awesome:3
her house has este now, cooooooooool huh???

oh i have to finish up power words!
so sleepy tho........

Such a Bad Day....

yesterday was'nt my day at all......
all my class sucked yesterday...
i even cried...during the class...awwwww
thanks god, i cry a lots these days!

i hate when people say something stupid things to me, even they dont know anything about me.
they decide that im stupid like i cant speak english at all,
im lazy like i dont turn my home at all,
i play a lots like i dont go to school at all.....

i hate it.

im not like that person at all.
i love english then love speaking english, trying to speak english,
i turn all my homework with my best, i can say i always do my best with my homework and take a long time to turn it in perfect,
i go to school everyday.

thats for the first period.

then i had really bad second period.
she just......i dunno.
i worked on my homework for sooooooo long time with my teacher, native teacher.
he is such a great guy.
he is very very smart.
i know that for sure.
is she better than him?
better english than native english teacher?
yeah right.
hahaha thats funny.
she cant say that.
she cant say like that to me, cause i did my best on my essay.
how can she say that, even she sees my tears.
i dunno what she is thinking about and i never wanna know.
i dont wanna see her never again.

sorry but not for me.
i dont need ya.

well lets done with stupid stories.
i bought cakes for me as a treat.
i always gime me something make me happy when i had a bad day.
i even called nakashan yesterday,haha


dont care about wht people say; stupid people say.
i just cant take their way of thinking, so i dont care anymore, thats it.

i did my best, then im satisfied about it.
i never thought that my english teacher that helped me my essay is bad or something.
i love him.
thats it.

thats my way of thinking.

Monday agin!

Todaaaaay I went to school but I was late...=(
I was doing my homeworrrrrk, well that's abusolutely my fault, huh?

Well I am kinda sick today...awwww
I'm afraid to be sick!!!!
No way no waaaaaaay!!!
I CAN'T be sick until Halloweeeeeeeen!!!!!
I wash my hands like a southands times.lol
No one can give me sick oe something! No!
I won't be sick, nooooo fricking waaay!

Oh my 3rd period was canceled!!!!
Lucky meee♪
I wasn't feel like a taking class today....
Last night, my sister helped my homework reaaaally well!
Thanks thanks thanks her!!

I have work today~with Nakashan!

Ahhhhh I have a lots of things to do this time!!!
I have to finish making my dress for halloween,
go to eye hospital to make contacts lens!(is that how you say it???),
go to dentist, :(
go to hair salon,
of course finish my homework asap!phewwww

Lazy Sunday...

I didn't have work on Sunday!yay yay
I was gonna go out with my friend, so I asked my sister's bf (I work with him) to replace Sunday to Monday!
.....But I didn't go out (some guys know about that...lol), so it was free Sunday!!!!
I haven't had free day for little while.
I go downtown all the week for work and English school.......awwwwwww


I was been sooooo lazy like you can't believe.lol
I slept A LOTS!!!!!

My sister came home from work so I asked her to go to Starbucks.

It was chilli day, right?
So I wanted to drink some hot drink and get warmerrrrrr.
I had a White chocolate as always:D
And Green tea something for my sister.

Oh I found some good one on Starbucks homepage.
Salt caramel hot chocolate, hezelnuts hot chocolate....?!
omg sounds reaaaaally goooood!!
Are there in Japan as well???
Tell meeeeee!

Anyway we went to grocely shop to buy some snacks and ate.
Getting faaaaaaat I knooooooow!!!!!:S


Oh I have to finish my homework for English Linguistic class!!!!!!
Wooooo I can do iiiiiiit!!!X(


So see ya guys lateerrrrr~~~

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Busy busy Saturday!

I woke up 8 ish in the morning on Saturday!
Wow for me!=P

That's because my cousin came to my house.
She is 19, same as me and works at photopgraph shop.
She has really good talent of taking photoes, and has won some prise for photographs.
Her mom's work had a festival about cars check.
So she came to house and went to that festival really for a short time.

cool old cars there

Tenken-kun:P
You could try the car accdent influence!

Actually we just got free popcorns, sodas, and my mom bought some vegitables and sweets.
And we enjoyed some car stuff.
She came to my home, because I set her hair for her cousin's wedding!
I wanna go to weddinnnnng!

Well my mom and I just curl her hair, and tied up little, but she really really loved it then that made us so happy:D
She also took some great pics for my mom and me:D

And really good to see her, because she works so hard so I can't see her so often=(

After that, Nakashan came to my house=D!!!
He tried setting my hair for Halloween party this time!!!!!
God, it was awesome!!!!
I was sooooo excited and just surprised how he did such a great work!!!!!
Then we put our dress on and took pic.......maaaaaaan it was awesome!!!
I wanna show you guys, but I gonna update many photoes after Halloween parties, so I won't for now=P
Ahhhhhhhh I can't wat for the Halloween again!!!!!!XDXDXD


After that we went to work together, because it was Saturday.
Same as always, but I had a aweful costomers again!
Wooooooooo I HATE IT!!!!!!
I just hate sooooo rude and stupid customers!!!!!
I cried again...=(
Ahhhh I don't wanna cry at my work never again...=(
But if Nakashan wasn't there with me, I must been soooooooooooooo sad and depressed...
So thanks for being with Nakashan!
But Nakashan and other coworkers were soooo kind to me, so that made me cry....of course for good waaaaay!!!!!
Thanks them really, again, I'm sooo happy to work there=D
And now, with Nakashan soooooo happy for me=D!!!
Well I can't be sad or something just because of stupid as&%#le!!
I can't care about that kinda stupid stuff, be strooooong, misaaaaa!!!!!

Oh that Saturday was suuuuuch a busy days!
Nakashan and I were kind of frustrated of some stuff, because of busy work.pheeeew

We didn't have time to eat dinner there as always.....stupid last tram=(
We had one bite from Wataken...hehehe

So we went to McDonalds to get some foooood, 400yes for Teriyaki burgers just on weekend, so that was good deal:)

It was such a looooooong day!
But I could spend my time with my favorite people, so it was good day though:D

Hope next Saturday would be awesome night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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A Sunny Doll

Last night, I went to English school, and my teacher and I did honors homework again.

And he missed his last tram because he was helping me!!!

Ahhhhh I felt teribly soooorrrrryyyyyyy=(

He is soooo kind.....

Thank him a LOTS!!!!
I could finished my homework now:D
I talked with him a bit about English and I just wonder what I wanna do.

Well I wanna be English conversation teacher in the future, so Do I have to do all this extra essay stuff? I mean, I wanna learn grammar and conversation, but what I am learing in honors is how to write deep essay...hmmm
He was right.
If I wanna do more different job then it gonna be different again...
Well I will take honors clas anyay though.
I have a discuttion class and it sounds like a good for me.

Well I was chatting with my friend, and he didn't have a best day, and he said he would be okay if it's sunny today, so I mad a sunny doll for him.hahaha

I hope it worked but it was kkkkkinda rain huh?

Anyway last night, my sister was helping my homework too and it was really knd of her:D

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ARTHUR’S FIRST KISS

I read a book called ARTHUR’S FIRST KISS.
It was such a cute story I think.
It was about one little boy named Arthur. He was going to have his birthday party. And his friend told him that Francine was planning to kiss him during his birthday party. He was surprised and he just didn’t want to be kissed by her!hahah He backed home and told that story to his sister. She said she would help him, but he was wondering how she would do that. Next day, his friends came to his home with presents. He and his friends were having fun at party. But he was still worried about the kissing.
He was afraid that the bottle kissing game would be held. Unfortunately his couple friends, Francine and her friend started preparing for the game. Francine was writing for the boys but she only wrote Arthur. And her friends did for the girls and she wrote only Francine, so Francine could kiss him! And one little girl was watching that, it was Arthur’s little sister!
When she found out that, Arthur’s eyes were tied with white towel by his friends. Francine picked one piece of paper said Arthur, of course. She was trying to kiss him, but that time, one dog jumped at Arthur’s face and licked him.
He was so surprised but happy that his first kiss was his sweet dog. And it was because of his little sister.
After the party, he thanked her and gave her a birthday cake.

First kiss was a dog! It was cute, yes very cute:D I have seen the bottle kissing game in the movie but do people really do that game in other country? I wonder…..

Talking about Wednesday

After school, I went back home so quickly to go to lunch with my sister, Yumi.
We were planning to go to her Yakiniku restaurant.
But her boss called her in the morning to call up her to come to work, because there were not enough people at restaurant.
She has worked there for a long time, so it happens a lot.
So we couldn’t go to her restaurant.
We went to DonoDono instead of that.
You can eat many food mainly pasta and pizza, and drink as much as you want for 1400 yen.
Their food was sooooooo goooood.

First we had some deserts, brownies, pumpkin cakes…..


Then we had a Mentai Potato pizza, and other good food with salad.

Then then carbonara pasta…..

And shrimps itarian pasta….

Yah we ate a lots!!!!!

We were soooo satisfied and full!

Then we went to Hamasen to shop some stuff.
I was trying to find good tumbler, but I couldn’t.

Then we went to Mister Donuts and went back to home.



It’s gun to go out or eat some good food with my sister.
I have to go shopping with her; it’s the best for me:D


Then I went to English school, I had homework to do there.
About honors homework, I wrote an essay about American education, and then I translated to English.
Before I give that homework, my essay has to be checked by native English speaker.
So I asked one of my teachers at English school.

It was.....tough.
Well I kind of cried.ahhhhh....
Of course he was ckecking my grammar, but he was also checking inside of my essay.
Then of course he can't read my Japanese essay, so I had to explain what I wanna tell about an essay.
But it was tough, because I was getting confused what I really wanna talk about and what I wanna solve and show my solution in the essay.
But he asked me a lot of questions and I couldn't answer a lot of them.
There are soooo many ways to show in English, so he had to understand my essay exactly, that's why.
But I was getting confused, and was soooo sad that how much I couldn't show my feeling in English, how much I couldn't understand my essay even in Japanese.

English, well essay is tough though.ahhhhh....

It was such a difficult day.....


We stopped our work after about 2 hours? Because I was getting confused and almost cried in front of him.
That reminds me my oversea in US.
I was doing my homework with my host dad with crying, everytime.yah
It was such a tough year.

Then I was depressed about those, then my friend at English school asked me to go to McDonald's and chat for a while, so we went there.

She told me about her love stuff, and it was fun.
Yah girls talk is just so much fun!
Then we talked a lot about English school stuff that we can't tell other people.

After I said goodbye to her, I met Nakasyan in the tram!!!wooooow
Then we went to walk with talking, and yah we went to McDonald's again:Dhehe
He was telling that I had left my cell phone at work! Yah I did it…..lol
I was sooooo shocked though!!!

We talked a lot about work, god it's just so much fun to talk about that kinda stuff:P


Wooo it was such a long day, but good day anyway:3

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Learning from my Experiences.

gooood morrrrrning.

I gonna talk about yesterday.
It wasn't that best day yesterday.
I have, well I had a plan this weekend with my friend.
He said he gonna take me to some places to take some photoes.
You know there must be really beautifull with all the colored leaves.
But I was kind of considering if I go or not.....
I have never gone out withhim and maybe with his friend too.
I was really afraid to make something bad or something.
I mean I was such a chiken, I am now too!
I was chatting with him and I was sooooo confused about my feeling then his feeling.
And after a while I got confused and headach, I was like a .....
Okay that's it! Why I have to think this much! Think too hard misa!!!
Then I stopped thinking abut it.
I talked to my sister, and she helped my feeling, so I was kind of releafed.
But I had a homework, so I started to do that.

Such a thinking day yesterday!!!
Ahhh I hate it.

I think alots before I do something.
Or if I try or not.

I don't wanna regret that I didn't do it, but I don't wanna regret after I did.
Well so,e people says you should just try if you don't know. It's better to regret after You did than didn't!


Well well

Monday again!

hallo guys!
today i was sooooo sleepy all day long(つω-`*)
and forth period, we had a lecture about english linguistic. my teacher invited three teacher studying collocation.
so the lecture was mainly about collocation.
it was interesting.
well they used so many difficult words and i got so confused a lots.
after forth period there were only five students left.
i got kinda nurvas but it was fun and really interesting.
that made me decide to make a note for english vocabs list.
these days i have been kinda lazy so time to get back normal misa!

after school i had a nap.
then i got my cinderella costume!!!!!!!
i was waiting for that!!!!
well well honestly it wasnt that good than i expect so i was dissapointed a bit………
but i cant help w/ it and i gonna put something to look better so thats okaaay.

at night i chatted for a while again then i went to donkey w/ my sister.
we shopped some stuff and bought sweet potatoes.
they were goood felt like fall(・∀・)

and right now im soooo frickin sleepy but gotta do honors hw.awww

so see yooou!!

About Thursday Night:D

On Thursday after school, I went back home soooooo quickly then get ready, and went downtown.
I met up with Yoshie, and her friend, Ana.
Ana wanted to buy running shoes, so we shoped around for a bit.
It was fuuun, well talking in English is fun=P

Ana found a good running shoes so quickly so we say good buy, then I met with Nakashan.
We were planning to go to our wor as customers this time.
We felt soooooooo weird!!!!
But this time, we are customer so it was fuuuun=P
We ordered some foods and drink, we did so detaily so other stuff were like

"don't complaiiiiin guys! you pick up your food or drink by yourself!"
Heeeeeeeey they are soooo mean right Nakashan???

Nakashan wanted to eat Shabushabu, but coworkers sad no, because they have to clean up the pot.
Then they said "hey why don't you just come to kitchen and do Shabushabu by yourself?lol"

well we did that.LOL



Then we finished our food, so went to kitchen and talked with coworkers a bit.
He was drinking beer as well=P

Oh and one coworker made this for halloween!!!



Isn't that cuuuuuute????
It's radish, he is really goooooooood huh?

Nakashan and I talk a lot about halloween so he made it one:D

Anyway we enjoyed there, but I wished I could eat more foods and drink.
Ahhhh I can't drink at all these days.
It sucks...hate it!!!X(


After we backed to Kengun, we chatted for a bit, and went to McDonald's.hehe


We chatted agaiiiiiin, just sooooo much fun talking about anythings=P
Then we went hooooome, you know we had school on Friday.ahhhh
And we both had homework to do for friday=P
So we say good byyyyyyye.
Well we had fun that day:D


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Friday again!

I feel so faaaast this friday is coming again!!!
But I love friday so I like that:D
But time passed so fast huh??
Am I doing great?
Am I happy that kind of feeling...???
I'm worried sometimes.
Time pass so quickly and I want to make sure that I am spending my time great.

One guy said to me one time....
It's okay that you think you have many things you want to do.
But it doesn't mean anything if you actually didn't at all.
It's good to think about them, but you have to work!
You have to act for them!

What do you think about those?
You know how his feel?
Or you haven't thought like that way?
When I heared that, I just thought "That is soooo right!!!"
Then I thought I have to be like that!
I have only one life.
I have to enjoy, well I am pretty enjoying my life but I wanna make my life so preciouse:D

About San Francisco

I want to tell you about San Francisco. I’ve been to San Francisco twice, and I loved it there. They have a lot of fun stuff to do.

San Francisco is in California State of the United States. The population is about 80,0000 people. It is a global city in the US. There are many sightseeing places, shopping places, and good food.


At first, I recommend you to go to the Golden Gate Bridge. It connects the city of San Francisco to Marin County. It’s an internationally recognized symbol of San Francisco. You can walk over the bridge for free. It’s famous as a sightseeing spot, but also as a suicide location.

Next, you might want to go to Pier 39. There are more than 110 stores, and 14 Bay view restaurants. And you can enjoy the world-famous sea lions and street performers.





There is something for everyone at San Francisco. You never get bored there. There are so many things you can enjoy. So, I recommend you to go there sometimes.